Nobody Knows it But Me

Little bit of a hard day...I was driving down the road going to the bank and started to dial you. Picked up my phone and looked at the picture of Maggie and Sophia...yea, it was hard. This song came to my head. It sums me up pretty good these days. I love you, I miss you.

"I pretend that I'm glad you went away These four walls close in more every day And I'm dyin' inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real, even if nobody knows And I'm cryin' inside And nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say The things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just a tumblin' down I can see it so clearly But you're nowhere around The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me (Music, hmm...noone knows) I carry a smile When i'm broken in two And i'm nobody Without someone like you I'm tremblin' inside And nobody knows it but me I Lie awake It's a quarter past 3 I'm screamin at night If i thought you'd hear me Yeah, my heart is calling you And nobody knows it but me How blue can I get, you could ask my heart Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words couldn't say Just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but me (nobody) Tomorrow morning I'mma hit the dusty rod gonna find you wherever, Ever you might go And i'm gonna let go of my heart And hope you come back today Nights are lonely, the days are so sad (No one knows) And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had (Nobody knows) And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me"

I know it is a love song....but I relate to it almost the same.