30 days

It has been a long month without you. I have made it, but it has been long and tough. I cannot say enough how much I miss you and miss our stupid conversations. I have slowly been doing the 'firsts.' But now that they are over with I know I can and will make it. You are watching over me with our Lord, and I thank you for that. I felt you yesterday whisper in my ear to do something that saved me and the family a lot of heartbreak and money. I know it was you and even though I keep waiting for our songs to come on the radio as a sign that you are near, I know you are waiting for me. When it is my time for the Lord to call me home, I will be running to you as fast as I can. I am keeping up with Sophia, Stephanie, Scott, and Jack. I know you are too. I love you! I miss you!