Valentine's Day

Another freaking holiday. This was our day, we both loved to complain about Valentine's Day. It was our least favorite holiday. I miss you. My roller coaster of life is on a down swing. So much is happening and all I want to do is talk to you, to hear your voice. I want you to tell me everything will be fine sweetie.

I thought time was suppose to help heal the broken heart I feel. At times it is just too much to bare. To see your face, to hear your voice, that is what I wish I could dream of. In my sleep, I wait. Why don't you come to me? Why can't I see you? You are on my mind, all the time. You are always with me. Is this the reason? For I don't see you in my dreams when my eyes are shut. Is it because I see you all over the place? I know I will have to wait my lifetime to see you again..... But, I love you, I miss you

Happy Valentine's Day, I miss you more today than yesterday or the day before that or the day before that.